Dear Suju -4

Sungmin, Kangin

Dear Super Junior,

Yesterday, I only got to hear one of your songs while reading, even though I waited for three hours. ='( That made me annoyed, since I thought they'd play at least one song per hour. They played A-Cha, the second song I was able to watch from its MV release to its (very) gradual decline. I tried to dance along, but I really don't know how, since my high school banned dancing (and even singing the word in the chorale competition was not allowed), and I studied there since nursery. Needless to say, I could not follow the moves. >.<

I had a headache today, so I placed cold compresses on both sides of my head and listened to YOUR music. I find your voices really calm me down, and before I knew it, three hours had passed. I had less headache thanks to you! ^-^ 

We went to the candy show today too, but I was not allowed inside because you needed to be affiliated with a company. Only my aunt could go inside, so my mom, grandma, and me waited outside. I read a book ("The Other Queen") while listening to your songs again. A great way to pass the time, don't you think??

Oh! I almost forgot, I woke up in the middle of the night last night, and the only thing going through my mind was your song "Don't Don." It started with Sungmin-ssi's part. ^^ Then when I really woke up this morning, "She Wants It" was playing on my mind. Heehee.. ^^

Yesterday too, I watched the full dance MV of Opera. I didn't know who to keep my eyes on, you were all so wonderful. Embarrassingly, I think Sungmin-ssi looks very seductive while dancing. My friend's bias in that dance is Yesung-ssi though... ~.n 

Today too, just before I started writing this, I read some accounts of when SNSD's Taeyeon called Kangin-ssi a retard... That made me a little annoyed. Honestly, although you are friends, I don't harbor love for them. I only like Sooyoung-ssi, because she looks the most natural and kind from all of them. She doesn't seem to be pose-y and doesn't seem to be showing much skin. Sometimes I think girl groups now are showing too much skin, honestly... >.<

I thought about this today: If I could get to meet you, even if I have to sleep on a pet bed, I'd agree! Hehe... I thought this because yesterday and three days ago, my mom and I looked around home supplies and we found a very very soft pet bed. I told her I liked it, and I could fall asleep instantly if I slept there. So I thought that if there is a one in a zillion chance to meet you, even with just that pet bed, I'd have no hesitations.

Love always,

this awkward, still desperate fan