Saturday, June 30, 2012

Sexy, Free and Single

Sexy, Free and Single- 6th jib- Leeteuk
Dear Leeteuk-ssi,
Saengil chukahamnida~
Chukahae on the 6th jib!! ♥ [Ryeowook-ssi's dancing seems to be improving a lot! ^-^]
Be mine~? Hehe... Because you're single and ready to mingle~ ^-^

Love,
this awkward, random, giddy fan



Dear Super Junior,
It's only you...
who can make me giddy in a second... (I can't help but squeal when I see your pictures, MVs, and teasers..)
who can make me change my cheapskate identity... (I want to buy your album, no matter that it costs twice my books' prices!)
who can make me decide in an instant... (What I want to buy, what I want to do)
who can make me step out of my "shell" and talk to others... (Because ELFs are very easy to talk to..)
who can make me count the minutes... (4 minutes to your album release and Leeteuk-ssi's birthday!)
who can make me know what real unconditional love towards somebody else is...
but most of all,
it's only YOU..
who will stay in my heart always...

I may love others...
I may occasionally forget you...
I may be too busy to see updates..
I may be miles away...
I may never be able to see you in person...
I may not have been there from the start...
But this I know, I will ALWAYS be an ELF..
Because promises aren't made to be broken...
Because being an ELF is a promise...
Because ELF means EVERLASTING FRIENDS...
The love you and ELFs have for each other surpasses time and space.
Saranghae, Super Junior.

I prom15e... Super Junior is, and always will be, 15...

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Teasers etc

Sexy, Free and Single: Donghae Teaser

Dear Super Junior,
I am writing this with very mixed feelings... I am so in love with your next album! This is the first time I'm anticipating your teasers (being a very young ELF of 9 months), and just learning what the TITLE was was enough to make me squeal. Your pictures, from Eunhyuk-ssi, to Donghae-ssi, to Leeteuk-ssi and Ryeowook-ssi, are very much breathtaking. I don't agree with what people say that Donghae-ssi's picture was edited to make him look more feminine... I think it's the angles and his good genes that made him look this way... My first look at his photo and my reaction was... "Eunhae? Did they just get married?!" The veil on Donghae-ssi is very... unique... ^-^;;;

So, about my sad feelings... It's because I have just seen the accounts/videos of the 2010 GDA. I must say, that was heartbreaking. I am proud to say that I am a fan of people who are good sports... People who can congratulate others even when their hearts are shred into a million pieces... People who have gained strength and determination from something that was meant to trip them up and utterly destroy their faith in themselves... People who carry themselves so as not to have others worry... 

Let's face the facts: Some people would walk out on injustice.. Some people would show their tears to the world, especially because they are right... Some people would think, since they didn't get anything after working so hard, why still work hard... Some people, after getting a massive bout of dizziness (like Yesung-ssi), would prefer to sit everything out, because they are afraid that they will fall once they stand...

Super Junior, you have my utmost respect. I can only hope to have half the courage, passion, strength, and grace you have... You have stood strong for 6 years now, faced controversies, pulled through accidents, and gotten back on your feet, even soaring above your previous height...

Even though people tell me you are only a phase... That my love will falter... That you are getting complacent... That you aren't as hard working as before... That you will not last much longer... That you are autotuned... That you can't sing well... 

ELF WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU. I will always be here for you... I don't care that by the time I am able to show my support, go to Korea, and have a glimpse of your faces, you will be old, retired from idol work, and married... I am loyal to those I love, and you, Super Junior, are people I admire, respect, and love...

I love you in the way fans do... Unconditionally... I think that if ever I was born lucky enough to get to know one of you, even if you aren't Super Junior, I would admire you... The strength of your hearts is not something found in a lot of people.. It takes a lot of guts to have done what you did, and to rise up from them... 

"In order to rise
From its own ashes
A phoenix
First
Must
Burn."
Octavia E. Butler

Love always and forever,  Hangsang hamkke halgeora till the end of time,
This psychology loving, emotional, justice-loving, baby ELF..

Wednesday, June 20, 2012

Happy Birthday, Kim Ryeowook!

Kim Ryeowook
Dear Ryeowook-ssi,
Saengil chukahamnida! Happy birthday! Sheng Re Kuai Le! :)
I didn't realize it was your birthday already, since we have an hour difference... >.<

Thank you for being born into this world. ELFs thank your parents for having you. You are one of the reasons why I can get through every day. Your beautiful voice is one of the things I look forward to hearing all day. It is one of the few things that can calm me down when I am on the verge of breaking down... Although you will never read this, I thank you from the bottom my heart (or amygdala, the center of emotions)... 

I am actually a very quiet person. I talk loud in the hopes of convincing myself otherwise. I don't think people notice that, but you are one reason to hope. You are able to convey yourself through singing, even though you are very quiet... Maybe someday I will find the courage to express myself; someday, maybe I can find the one talent that will help me to do so. 

Your piano skills are simply magical. It is no wonder at all why you are a global star. No wonder why a lot of people are fans of yours. No wonder why people envy you. I hope you never stop playing, because talents like yours are hard to find...

You, your wonderful personality, always so sweet and caring... The person who you spend the rest of your life with would be very lucky... 

An odd closing, Love always,
This sleepy, tired, still-have-school-tomorrow fan...